i had a dream .
during my 3 hour long nap just now.
lets just say it was real good. :D:D:D
DONT THINK DIRTY AH.
HAHAHAHA



N, 8:15 PM


channel u shld shift the men's repeat show to sunday.
so i wont miss it cause i have to go for band ! )):
anyways.derrrick hohs at paragon now i guess. )):
i cant go la.cause band ended so freaking late.
i shall go imm tmr! ((:
YAY.
drama night was okay.
the sji guitar part was damn funny though.
went coffeebean afterwards with
jaclyn nicole josceline jea and peiying.
YAY. I CAN GO SEE
my MR DERRICK HOH tmr.
oh shoots!i forgot to buy the magazine.
LATERS!

N, 3:17 PM



hmm.the girls show just ended.
IM GOING TO IMM THIS SUNDAY.
I THINK TOAD IS GOING WITH ME.
but thats because i forgot the day,
and told her it was on SATURDAY.
hahah PLEASE LET HER COME WITH ME.
i dont wanna go alone.
AHHHH im STILL WAITING FOR TIME
TO FLY TILL HALF PAST ELEVEN.
then i can see myyy derrickk! :D:D:D
woohoo.he rocks.
OH.hes so freaking cute in the magazine.
i wanna take picture on sunday
WITH HIM!
:D:D:D
ok enough of my rantings. about mr oh so cute derrick.
OH!i forgot to mention.they played this premiere
mtv of the sexy bon song.omg derrick was so cheeky inside.
DAMN CUTE! ((:
right.so today,waited for dear ol' jea to finish the
talk they had with ms tan.and we went down to
j8 to meet the guys.
man.they really cant do grocery shopping la.HAHAAH
and they are really indecisive people.
that reminds me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOMI!
finally sixteeeen.happy sweet sixteen! (:
so it was like the six of them.
and 2 of us.HAHAH yeah la.
cause charleneee and charmm couldnt make it.
man char!you shld have seen him!
i was so piised at him okay.haha
so we ended up at macs. with alvin derrickCHUA(HAHAHHA) and lucas.
derrick that mean ass.kept making fun of jea.
he thinks he so tall la. xD
so yeah.lil swan took the bus with alvin.
and i took the bus home alone.HAHAH
ccab know!WALKED IN know!
AWWWWW. (:

N, 9:35 PM



YAY. I LOVE WEDNESDAYS. ((:

OK HERE GOES.
DERRICK HOH WEI JIAN ROCKS!
((((((((((:
I KNOW I KNOW.
I SAID THAT ALOT OF TIMES.
BUT STILL!
HE LOOKED SO GOOD ON TV JUST NOW!
HE WORE A HAT!
THAT WAS JUST THE ULTIMATE LA.
IM GOING TO THE INDOOR STADIUM MAN.
BECAUSE.MY DERRICK IS GONNA GET IN. :D

some retarded judge gave him 6 okay!
whats his problem la.
but never mind!he got 38.
which is like second best. :D:D:D
i think jy is not bad.
i hope they make it to the finals together.
AND THEN DERRICK CAN WIN.
isnt life just perfect.
ah derrick rocks derrick rocks
derrick rocks.DERRICK HOH ah.
not some people will get the wrong idea.
HAHAHAHHAHAH
i wish he will talk to meeeee.
because he is so mr perfecttt.
heeeeeeeeeeeh



N, 9:42 PM



im so sick of that fucked up room i have to go every week.
i was pmsing majorly just now.
so im apologising to anyone i have shouted to.

one more year.its another one more freaking year.
and ill be out of that place.
god,please let time fly. ):

you gave me hope
and snatched it away.
quit playing games with my heart.

was singing with toad the whole day.
till she got tired in ss and decided to sleep.
that ass. :D
i love jie kou.its so nice.
and nonetheless,
MR DERRICK HOH'S piano.
he rocks. :D:D:D

im not looking forward to fridays and saturdays.
its so tiring. its taking away my life. ):

N, 11:11 PM





esplanade day. (:

saw the hagen person in cine today.
i should have just snatched his phone over
to see derricks number.HAHA
i feel bad that hagens out now.
):
i shld have went to j8 right.my deerrricckk was there!
ohwells.i shall just continue to plan my stalking plan.
HAHA.
ohyes,i shall try to see
if i can upload my video here.
because jea smiled for _ _ _.
fill in the blanks.:D:D:D

N, 8:55 PM





in case you cant see properly cause i resized it,
it says : my heart is overloaded with you and you alone. :D

DERRICK HOH. (:

only you can provide me stability
for you are my centre of gravity.
i <3 you

lots of love,
toad <3

friendster is lagging so seriously.
all the pictures are not appearing.owells

DERRRIIICKKK HOH GOT IN!
NOW EVERYBODY CLAP! :D:D:D
HES SO CUTE RIGHT!
OK LA I THINK YALL GOT MY POINT. ((((:
I SHALL GO STALK HIM
I WAS ONLY KIDDING.
I KNOW WHERE HE STAYS! :D:D:D

helped out for health and wealth preparations
with alicia justina and andrea.
we started at 3,and ended at 8.15!
i got home at like 9.
we are so last minute la. HAHA
people better come tmr ah.
ok im so freaking tired.
and i stink la.so i shall go bathe.
till the day i see my derrick hoh,
i shall stay hopeful. HAHAHHA

N, 10:04 PM



Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes I think
I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believeI knew I loved you
before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyesI see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you :D:D:D


i hope you'ld accept my request.
i hope you wld talk to me one day.
i hope one day,your smile would be for me,
and me only. (((:

N, 7:51 PM



i think the previous entry wasnt strong enough to prove my point.

DERRICK HOH ROCKS.

HAHAHAHA.
just wanted to make sure you people get what im trying to say.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

N, 10:01 PM


omgomg.derrick hoh is bloody hot!
and he cried!he CRIED!
actually i nearly did too la.HAHA
omgomgomg.hes BLOODY HOT!
my superstar what!AHAHA
im making sure hes getting in tomorrow.
if he doesnt,im gonna cry.HAHA
OMG.DERRICK HOH YOU ROCK LA.
:D:D:D oh.if you have a heart,
call and sms okay!
okay im being so over active here.AHA
but really!hes damn good!
he SHOULD win la please.
ok i think that was enough.
:D

N, 9:49 PM



OHMYGOD.
IM SUCH A LOSER PLEASE.

N, 5:52 PM



i forgot i need my 100plus.
so when i touched spicy stuff today.
my runs started again.
my god! the pains back.
so down.im sitting down,
enjoying my 100plus. HAHA
botanical gardens ytd.
cat high was good man!
but marsiling won. aha.
owells.had thai express! (:
was super good. and last night was
quite very eventful. we saw couple fighting,
many many pairs of gays. HAHA
and im gonna get my crumpler i dont care.
i like that orange small strips one.
ph tmr!i hope.haha

im still waiting for you to come.
im still waiting for you to talk to me.
im still waiting to seeee yooouuu.
i hope i do.
:D:D:D

N, 10:13 PM



http://www.mediacorptv.com/videos/superstar/wk5_weijian.asx
omgomg.cutecute.:D:D
hes MY superstar! (:


an improvised one.
omg hes so dropdead cute!anyways,click on the link above,
to watch MY SUPERSTAR! :D


cute right!
HAHA
anyways.my cramps are killing me.
so i cant go anywhere.
im so bored la.aaaahhhhh
i hope my cramps get better tomorrow.
its so fcuking painful!

N, 3:15 PM



i erased the earlier post.
cause it aint so screwed up anymore.
(:
im gonna make toad more touched. HAHA
she better CRY now ah.LOL
i hope my phone comes soon.

okok todays joke:

yesterday is tomorrow,
today is yesterday.
tomorrows friday,
fridays nextweek.HAHAH

did i get it right miss paris? :D



a little blur huh.never mind. :D

N, 6:19 PM



during yesterdays biology lesson,
we were going through the circulatory system.


noelle: we are mammals? (i was very shocked. :D)

charlene,miss pissed paris: NO,NOELLE, we are BIRDS.
above,ladies and gentlemen,our joke of the day.
TODAYS joke:

today........... is.... TODAY!
toad says its lame.
AHAH.





YOU CHOOSE FOR ME. :D:D:D
i prefer the second one though. (:

N, 10:38 PM


the derrick ho from project superstars
is DAMN CUTE! but hes out!
im gonna make sure he gets back in.
HAHAHA
now the hagen guy is kinda cute too.
yes i know.what a weird name.
lols. ZEN NEON AND MY N70
N70 N70 N70 N70. :D

N, 8:45 PM



zen neon. and my n70.
i want them. :D:D
OH.and that cute bear from
precious moments.
and that xodus purple pumps.
what else.
yes.that levis wallet.(:
the brown polkadotted
roxy handbagg.

oh.continue dreaming my dear.

N, 6:20 PM


i was just randomly looking through the testimonials.
and i realised you werent forgotten yet.


shallnt elaborate on that.
i shldnt be thinking about it anyway.
but damn.its freaking hard
not to think of you.
i get reminded of you.
ALL THE TIME.

finally handed in the chinese oral thing.
chinese burden-free.
all of it was a scam.
it was just a smokescreen.
to hide everything from you.
while im happy for one,
what pleases me most,
is you.the impossible.
ah damn it.

N, 5:29 PM



miss emili wanted me to make another story.aha we.no.I took alot of pictures.but im lazy to uplaod on photobucket.i shall just have a online photo album right.AIYAH.youre reading a lazy shitass typings.anyways.im a happy girl.my EYECANDY was so satisfying.unless you have confidence i saw him last night ,its not my wetwet jeannie!HAHAHA. so anyways.went esplanade for that korean concert.dinner with taytay was a little miserable la.one SMALL chicken pie.HAHA.i didnt dare to eat anything.becasue my runs will the come again.poor me right!ok i gotta go get started on my chinese oral thing.that teacher ah. =x


N, 8:23 PM



i shall share with everyone a story.(:


once,there was this girl who was super grumpy and moody.


then one fine day,she picked up a phone call..


she talked and talked through the day,ignoring the stares passerbys gave her.


she talked till she got tired..


and had a HUGE smile on her face after she hung up. who called?


US!! :D:D:D



you put this,


and this,


tada!end product. (:



N, 10:04 PM


so.i have stomach flu.
or so i guess.
it was so tormenting on wednesday night.
but i had to go out for dinner
with my mom.
i was literally in so much pain.
they ordered so much food.
but i just stared at it.feeling a little disgusted.
i had appetite for NOTHING.
a little bewildering ah.
HAHAHA.
plus i had a running fever.
was supposed to take my medicine at midnight
but my mom ended up falling asleep just like me.
so.in the end,my mom woke up at 5 in the morning,
only to find my burning hot.
i thought i nearly had brain damage and turn retarded.HAHA
so ah,ate medicine and slept until the clinic was opened.
TWO DAYS MC. (:
the doctor said i would even turn away abalone in the state i was in.
how true!
he allowed me to drink 100plus!there was something inside that was supposed to aid my stomach.he said my intestines were spinning and flipping and twisting.ah whatever.
so it did help.but my runs wouldnt stop.but anyways.
im feeling muchmuchmuch better now.(:
or else why would i ever be caught typing here.HAHA

N, 6:09 AM



typing is such a chore now.
im strength-less. and i feel sick.
REAL SICK.
i almost cldnt make it home just now.
i fell asleep in the bus and almost missed my stop
i could have jolly well went back to the interchange.
i feel so feverish.
faith had to pull me in popular.
and i was already dying of fatigue.
aaahhhh.
i walked weird today.
cause i was so tired to stretch my legs out.
HAHA.
ok.i cant type anymore.too tired alry.
tah.

N, 8:17 AM



US! (:


me and dear becs.


spastic three!





JUST GOTTEN MY HAIRCUT.
after a year!AHA.
now my head feels super light.and yah.LIGHT.woohoo.
and my hair smells of the shampoo from
the salon.smells kinda sweet.they sprayed
something on my hair too.but idk what was it.
i think my ponytail was nearly cut off by half.
so when i feel my hair now,i feel weird.
cause the ponytail is super short.to me laa.hah

faith suddenly suggested eating sakae buffet tmr.
but i realised it doesnt start till 3.
and then the other choice would be seoul garden
but the nearest one is in ngee ann.right.
so how!lets just stick to dear ol' rojak
since taytay has tuition at four tmr.
my mom woke up to be a different person.
first she asked me if i wanted a haircut.
and she asked if i wanna go shopping to get clothes.
then she asked me if i wanna have crabs for dinner.
maybe shes feeling guilty because she went out every night
last week! poor me. AHA.

i saw your email.there.big and clear.
its so tempting.
its sinful.HAHA.


N, 6:24 AM



i realised that deliberately sleeping for over
12 hours is not really working.
woke up in the morning afternoon,
still feeling a little lost.

just read emilis blog.and im freaking watching the nanny.
its the episode where fran is getting married.
and the whole family is so sad about it.and
they said, who knows saying goodbye could be so hard.
duh they arent getting married.
but aiyah.idk how to put all these into words.
i promise i wont blog about these stupid getting sad stuff again.
so just let me say this one last time.
im gonna miss yall. <3<3

N, 5:20 AM



WHAT BAND MEMORIES ARE MADE OF.

my card from denise.(:


me and ongy.ms pro tuba.



me and the noisy maid.shuyi.



candice and me.



me and squish!saxohornie!



the retarded cavewomen! <3



reminscing the past.



denyce and meee.



noelle rebecca denise. (:



horns of 2005.LOVE.


more pictures after i get them from denise. (:

N, 1:14 PM


so there was it.
no more sec 4s in the band.
we took a hell lot of pictures.
everybody just felt sad and nostalgic i guess
ill upload the pictures from my phone if my
freaking usb cable can work.im so down.
SO SAD. I LOVE DENISE TSI!
my 1/3 horny cavewoman.my denyce.(:
it was until i read the card i realised im gonna miss her.
it was until i read the card i realised combined band from
next saturday onwards will never be the same.
gillian wouldnt be sitting infront of me.
denise wouldnt be near me.
faith wouldnt be behind me.making noise.
boooon wouldnt be opposite me,smiling and making funny faces.
candice wouldnt be infront of me,making comments on evrything people say.
there wouldnt be anymore laughing loudly without shuyi.
valerie cant braid our hair anymore.

you see.its not that im not gonna see them anymore.
its just that,bands not the same without them anymore.
ive really grown attached to these people.
so many people were tearing so badly.
i would really miss them.
booons eyes were red.so was charmaines,and alyssa,
and mine when i read denises card.i was so touched.
ohwells.we have to move on i guess.
but it sure needs some time getting used to. ))):

borders performance was kinda screwed.
first it started to drizzle a little.
then i think our prayers worked.
because it got really warm and humid.
our chairs were burning and the strong
light rays were reflected on the scores.
i could barely open my eyes.
was more tired than i expected.
my lips were.numb.
enough of these crap.

i didnt see the person i wanted to see.
i was e l a t e d when i heard you were here.
why couldnt you come over to say hi.
yeamer ongs back!and she never grew.HAHA
ok la.she got prettier obviously.
ah that ass.




N, 11:26 AM




the LOVELY us! <3

youth day today
the disco thing turned out quite well,unexpectedly.
haha.then had band.it freaking ended at one.
so then went to meet taytay and went home
to PLAY MAHJONG.hahah
gonna be on of the last.since sec 4s stepping down tmr.
ok i shall not get it started.im so sad la.
denise is leaving tmr.AAAHHH
ok.damn sad.so ssshhh.
i hope tmr never comes.so there wont be performance,
there wont be any sec 4s stepping down.


N, 9:40 AM



the whole youth day is such a hassle.
booon had to convince me for hours bfore i promised i'ld go.hah
so now shes treating me to PEARLY!YAY. i lovve boooon.she ROCKS.

so many people ponning!
i also wanna pon!
but i got band!so sickening!
argh.people always say band is the most troublesome cca.
DUH.
anyways.after much closer examination,
youre not that cute la.
HAHA
what am i talking about.
after showing you offf to the whole world.

N, 1:28 PM

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